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Leave A Mark on Their LIVES :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 23 0 Undying Undyrus :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 24 5 Leave A Mark on the World :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 8 1 From Sweet to Sour :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 9 2 Mai Cat and Jo Dog :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 4 0 Day-by-Day Training :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 34 2 'Don't Break A Leg, Pap' :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 22 2 Shidge Shenanigans :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 8 0 Meet Iris and Dariq! :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 19 9 Undyrus Wedding: First Dance :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 17 5 The Greatest Treasure :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 13 0 The Squish Wuvs His Fish :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 17 1 Just Visiting :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 11 0 The Training's Paying Off! :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 29 2 Death of a True Hero :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 14 5 His Cutest Fan :iconcosmo090909:cosmo090909 31 2
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Chibi Junkrat + Mei :icondanykabii:DanyKabii 51 2 Junkrat And Mei - Mini comic (1/2) :icondanykabii:DanyKabii 101 5 Junkrat And Mei - Mini comic (2/2) :icondanykabii:DanyKabii 116 5 Sleep together :icondanykabii:DanyKabii 101 12 Ship them! I mean... Witness them! :iconnielspeterdejong:NIELSPETERDEJONG 147 15 cuddle 042217 :iconvindeamer:VinDeamer 43 8 A warm hug :iconcriticalshade:CriticalShade 95 11 doodle :iconkimshm:KIMSHM 192 7 Junkrat x Mei :iconzummeng:Zummeng 257 18 Yoosung :iconku-ini:ku-ini 132 10 Ferah commission :iconxong:xong 376 14 Ch 03 21 :iconstressedjenny:StressedJenny 610 142 Mei casual portrait :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 9,777 327 Underfell - Undyrus :icondjaljdgo:DjalJdGo 12 2 Request - Papdyne (Papyrus X Undyne) :iconmscreepyplaguedoctor:MsCreepyPlagueDoctor 42 15 Be my FRIEND :iconvermeillerose:VermeilleRose 140 4
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Lundy Lawrence
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
Demisexual Stamp by sunbirds Tbh, it's like a branch of asexuality with a slight exception, so you can just call it asexual. Though, I know I only interested in guys romantically. :lol: Never felt anything 'special' for a girl; I just typically find them prettier (aesthetics, because artist). Some could argue 'yet', but I know I felt like I got hit by a wrecking ball for my best guy friend once compared to all my gal pals I had before, some being very pretty and nice girls too. I don't experience any sexual attraction that easily, sure, but I only felt something like that for a guy BF, and I can't see myself with girls romantically AT ALL. I guess the proper phrasing would be 'heteromantic demiheterosexual' or just 'heteromantic asexual' just so it doesn't look like Tumbrl word vomit :lol: Whatever. It's just labels to me. They never meant much to me. Who I end up with is just how it happened in the end. The labels to me is irrelevant, and I mean much more than just a sexuality in the end, or even a certain race. I am, more than anything else, human, and will ALWAYS treat others as such.

Also . . . Christian Stamp by DarkFaerieNyroc13 I'm a very chill person, usually. And I consider myself pretty friendly in spite of different opinions, but if somehow knowing that I'm Christian upsets you, well, don't get salty about the few times I reference something religious like praying or church or my Christian friends/group on campus, or some Christian symbolism in YGO xD Or my ONE religious artwork. =p I mean, we exist; realizing that I happen to be one shouldn't suddenly change how you view me THAT much, I hope. And if I mess up or don't act so 'holy', we're all works in progress and we all fall short, but it's how you get back up that determines who you are. Making excuses is when you've really messed up, imo

And I'm adding this stamp because PC culture is stupidly irrational: Can't Fear What I Don't Fear by SionnaDehr You can consider that 'homophobic' if you want, but I refuse to let that nor a religion justify treating LGBT+ people like dirt. That's disgusting. I've made plenty of LGBT+ friends in college and in the Undyrus Skype chat that know my stance and still like me and liked chatting on deeper levels. It's most likely because they know there's a difference between a preference in relationships or sexual behavior, and trying to FORCE/GUILT people to be how you'd prefer, or treating them like shit because of your different opinion. Again, I see humans as humans, nothing more or less, which means I love people to the point that I can't hate or dislike you over petty bullcrap like that.

beliefs by Colliequest Aka, -get a real argument, plz- by Colliequest God gave us brains for a reason... by Colliequest Non SelfRighteous Conservative by sugarpoultry some blacks are conservative get over it by AtheosEmanon
Markiplier: Alpaca Hugs Stamp by Oreleth TheRunawayGuys stamp by Tigerstar52
Atem Stamp by blue-sky-girl Stamp - YGO Duel Monsters by StarriiChan YGO The Abridged Series Stamp by Parker-Stark Why so British? Stamp by purapuss

Silentshipping Stamp by FalteringIncarnation PolarShipping Fan Stamp by NHS-5 Azureshipping stamp 2 by KazumiAkai
Seto Kaiba Stamp by capriciousgamzeee Screw The Rules I Have Money Stamp by SuperBlazingStar Marik Stamp by CrowMaiden
The Haga Fan begins. by HagaFan

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I always considered art to be about making yourself happy first & foremost, and if others enjoy it as well, that's a bonus. Because art is about expressing something within you, and if you're not enjoying it or wanting to do it, it cannot be called art to me, because you did not enjoy creating it. It's not art then; it's torture. It's turning what you used to enjoy into a chore you lazily do. Until you find yourself enjoying it, it's not really art, because you forgot to put that piece of yourself in there. Artists, make sure you're enjoying what you do as you do it. Don't lose yourself; it tends to show in your artworks if you do.

Also, I never considered art to be something that can be graded, but it can always be improved. So this gallery is from my high school days to now, and we can all watch the improvement and know the artist's journey. You'll see what makes the artists human and how their art shows their journey, their struggles, their joys, their sorrows.

All of us, in truth, are shining stars in our own ways, with our own light, within our own constellations. It's not about who does what better, but if your light is sincere. Artists are great in their own ways. It's not about having this style or superficial stuff like that. It's about the heart within the pictures. As long as you have that, in anything you do, "You'll Always Be A Shining Star" -- an old favorite in my gallery I keep true to my heart.

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Characters I love: Chase Young and Jack Spicer from Xiaolin Showdown, Zuko & Toph from Avatar: The Last Airbender, Trafalgar Law, Monkey D. Luffy and Mihawk from One Piece, Ryoga from Ranma 1/2, Kyoga from Inuyasha, Garnet and Peridot and Pearl from Steven Universe, Shadow the Hedgehog, Undyne, Sans the Skeleton, Papyrus the Skeleton (my son/my favorite cinnamon roll EVER) Marinette Dupain-Cheng/Ladybug (my spirit animal, LOL) and Adrien Agreste/Chat Noir (another cinnamon roll/ my other son XD).

AND ESPECIALLY MY BABY YOOSUNG~!!!! <3 Yoosung I | Mystic Messenger by JustYoungHeroes ysgcp = Yoosung Gorgeous Cutie Pie :love:

Couples I adore:
Shadamy~!!! (Shadow the Hedgehog x Amy Rose the Hedgehog) :la: OTP~!!!!
MM : ZenHee otp pixel by pink-crest ZENHEE IS MY NEWEST OTP, JUST, DO JAEHEE'S ROUTE RN, I STG, I WANTED THIS TO BE FREAKING CANON (though I like the name HeeZen better, tbh . . .)
NaruHina (OMG, THAT MOVIE 'THE LAST' MESSED ME UP SO BAD! :squee::love::squee:)
Gajevy~!! (Gajeel & Levy from Fairy Tail) :squee:
LuHan~! (Luffy and Boa Hancock from One Piece):eager:
RyogaxAkane (sue me~ :mwahaha:), and MusexShampoo (:love:) from Ranma 1/2
KyogaxKagome ( . . . don't judge me! :lol:) from Inuyasha
Romantic Undyrus (Undertale the game's Papyrus & Undyne)
Marichat (let me sin in peace, LOL! :XD:), DJWifi (AlyaxNino, those cuties :heart:) and Adrienette from Miraculous Ladybug.
Meihem (Junkrat x Mei from Overwatch and I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE GAME OR THE CHARACTERS BUT THEY'RE SO PRECIOUS TOGETHER, LIKE, HELP?!?!?!)
Voltron: SHIDGE (Shiro x Pidge), Allurance (what I call AlluraxLance), AlluraxShiro, Pidge x ANY of the Paladins basically, and a love triangle mess of Lance and Keith fighting over Pidge and Big Bro Shiro secretly rooting for Keith while Hunk secretly gives Lance romance advice that slowly (but surely) works. XD

All Undertale ships I like:

Soriel, Papyrisk, Torgore, Romantic Undyrus, Frans (SansxFrisk), AsrielxFrisk, MettaMuffet/Muffeton, Alphore, and Platonic FloweyxFrisk.
Top 3 being Alphore, Soriel and Undyrus. "USA!" :XD:

Undertale: Undyne X Papyrus by Nikkoleon Haters gonna hate.
Undertale Font: Alphore Stamp by cosmo090909 I blame my friend, lol! She got me to ship it!
I Ain't Ya Daddy by NummyPixels WAHHHHH DA HETEROS MADE SHIPZ I DUN LIEK!!! uAuAuA by NummyPixels Freakin aholes by RainbowStriked Stamp_You don't need to justify them by Chivi-chivikStampity HOW DARE YOU NOT LABEL EVERY CHARACTER AS CIS!!11! by LadyRebeccaStamps Canon Stamp by Zorua101 another stamp by Colliequest I prefer to agree to disagree by Colliequest More of the UT Fandom's Hypocrisy by LydiaPrower8

I'm currently in college seeking a Bachelor of Arts degree as I aim for the Graphic Design program(quicker/easier for now), and then I'll go back in for the Character Animation program, and since both program require all the same classes, it's like a 2-in-1. Most of my gallery WAS filled with doodles or drawings of my own characters I plan to use (or USED to be, because Undertale and anime seriously infected my life :lol:), but fandom-hopping is making me do a ton more fanarts again, lol. So yeah, people can see my characters before they even become a thing. :P They all have a way of growing on you. I hope they'll grow on you too as I gradually develop them and this show I have in mind here. So hopefully you'll find a new cartoon on TV some years later with GOOD cartoons. If not, I'll just go to Youtube and make them a reality there. And yes, I love ScribbleNetty, and I do watch Coyotemation.

Traditional Tools: Pencil. Eraser.

. . . That's all. :lol: I never used anything else (unless I had to, and it's not gonna be that good :P) and a pencil has become the easiest to work with. But when I start to learn how to use Photoshop or Illustrator or whatever years later, I'll probably do stuff from that too, but I seriously prefer the ol' pencil n' copy paper routine. That's what made it me, plus it's much easier to get, understand and use. :) I also like the idea of 'imprinting myself in my works by smudging, even if it's a bad no-no my art teachers never liked. It just makes each piece have some personal value, and I feel like I can see my own hard work that way.

Tumblr: lundylawrence.tumblr.com/
Interests
  • Listening to: I Can Do Bad All By Myself-- Mary J. Blige
  • Reading: Patreon Settings
  • Watching: Bleach
  • Playing: YuGiOh Duel Links
  • Eating: Anything I can cook before class
  • Drinking: H2O
www.patreon.com/LundyLawrence

So, I decided something outrageous!

I actually bet towards myself and literally God that if this semester I have to retake ANOTHER class needed for my fucking degree again . . . I'm legit done with college and I'm going home. For good. NEVER coming back. Because I need to move in my life and this feels like a freaking slatemate or backtracking with how college has been for me, despite how I tried to stay positive and everything. I'm just tired of this feeling that I should not be here anymore if this is how it's going to keep being.

Idk, I'm just fed up feeling like even when I try my hardest, it's not worth jack SHIT to some people because they only look at 'results' and don't knwo the blood, sweat, tears, pain, agony, forgetfulness fucking me over, my brain not thinking of the ONE THING that would get those TINY MISTAKES IN MY CODE TO FINALLY WORK SO THAT THE WHOLE THING WORKS. I want freedom, I want someone to notice my efforts and care, I want expectations people put onto me to not beat me down without even realizing this was actually my fucking best you just pretty much kicked to the curve like it meant nothing whatsoever.

Fall semester nearly broke me already, and a project grade I got Monday that had me too emotional to go to my class made me start thinking like this, that fuck even being here and I'll do this on my own if this is the results I keep getting, because something HAS to get to move this shit forward, and maybe this huge reckless ass bet will get me to care enough to stop being afraid of a huge rejection or another fuck-up, or maybe it's confirming that college itself is not where I need to be right now and I have to move on. Personality-wise, or whatever mental issue is starting to rise up that's making me unable to do and well or be nearly as dedicated or remember even half the shit I used to back in the days, something is wrong that makes me & college not go together well. And if I stop now, there's less debt to pay back for wasting my time and the school's time, LMFAO. I even kind of decided to possibly ditch being a leader, ditch my rl college friends' club, and space away to focus more on my work, which just makes me more unhappy . . . And then I have less reason to feel motivated or be excited about something. I don't know wtf has to give to make me have the courage to care again or think it's worth trying, or to get past how Fall ruined me entirely when I cared TOO much.

Because rn, college has beaten me down emotionally where I am kinda fed up and thinking of legit leaving. My mom is highly against it, but I legit don't care WHAT they think. I made up my mind. If God is giving signs or wants me to move, well, this is the time to give me the instructions. I am fed up with the emotional baggage college has given me after how Fall wrecked me, and I don't think ANYTHING is worth that much pain. I can have my dream of creating my own characters and everything to make others happy and live it out my own way, with or without college. I can research and figure out how best to go about Patreon to make it worth something, even if it means becoming another 'college drop-out' in the process and working at Mc Donalds', I give ZERO. FUCKS. Because I knew since I thought about it that making art is enough to make me happy and I never cared about riches or fame so long as I could keep doing it and make OTHERS happy. I can live off ramen; I did that for years in childhood already. I can even last without eating except once a day if it takes it. I can deal with ALL of that . . .

 . . . But I can't deal with how college lately is emotional baggage I refuse to bear, and it feels more and more like I'm just not built for it. At first, I was like, "No! You DREAMT of being here for YEARS, GOT here because Top 10 Knights, made so many awesome friends along the way!" . . . But that's not why I came here. I came here to get a degree and then make the most out of it so I could touch some people with my own show on TV or something to give them (like how I was growing up with shitty bullying and how it always made me happy again so I could keep going), an yet we're going on the end of Year 3 and I . . . I'm so done and nothing can make me care enough about that shitty piece of paper to hurt myself like I had in Fall, like it did for that dumb project, like how every failure makes me wonder wtf happened to the Lundy who excelled in elementary, middle & high with A & Bs galore, and everyone thought would do GREAT in college BECAUSE of that and STILL thinks I'm doing great, but doesn't know about my fucking failures and that every semester something fucks up I have to retake, or something stupid happens or I forget something important when deadlines are all up my ass, and then suddenly I can try my hardest but my fucking brain can't handle this AT ALL when shit gets heavy? They boast not knowing ANY of that, and I feel MORE shitty when they do and keep asking about college because it's all a fucking lie and they don't know it. I feel like a sham of my old self here. I feel like I survived by teachers guiding me in my classes, because all I cared about was good grades in my classes . . . And then college comes, I'm only my own with time management and deadlines are WAAAAY more insane if you actually procrastinate then when I was in high school, and I'm fucking up left and right when I thought on my own, I used to always be alright.

I almost wish everyone's high expectations all over me could be shoved right where the Sun don't shine, tbh, because they could not be more wrong. This is the last semester I deal with it. One more fuck-up, and I leave. I HAVE no other majors in mind or any other passions I could pursue that I know of, and trust me, I thought it over for TEN YEARS NOW; I'm just done at that point if this clearly doesn't work out.

This is gonna be what decides a turning point in my life. Hope you Lundies have a wonderful day though! I'll be alright. Just kinda help along with how best to manage the set-up, what payments would work best (my main beef with this site, tbh, because monthly payments aren't exactly fun), and I'll get the hang of it soon enough.


Commissions

Pen Art (Cash Only: $40)
Pen Art: My Best Bud! by cosmo090909

It could be more if it's a darker-skinned character, because these tiny lines took me 8 hours to finish everything. I'm only taking one of these at a time.

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Amaryliss89 Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the +fav!
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miki-chaan Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the :+fav:♥︎ :happybounce:
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RinnieKuu Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks bunches for the :+fav:!! ^^
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BIizWolf Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Do you know what you have done to me?

Because of our ace attorney chat, you made me violently ship Larry and Maya together.

And I have no regrets.

I'm gonna hug you now.
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cosmo090909 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
:lmao:

All according to plan. :p
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BIizWolf Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm also almost done with the main game a spirit of justice(I'm legit gonna be finished in a half hour of cutscenes and credits) and OH MY LORD! I honestly have no idea how to give my opinion over the last case. On one end, I loved it, but on the other, it basically is a khura'inese version of the last trials of the first 3 games into a kind of "eh" breakdown.(like the breakdown was underwhelming compared to the other games tbh.)

Otherwise....TIME TO START THE DLC AND VIOLENTLY SHOVE MAYA AND LARRY AS WELL AS PHOENIX AND EDGEWORTH INTO A SHIPFEST!
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DarkFishking Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2016
oh right, i forgot
happy (late) b-day
gz etc. Minecraft cake (Pixel art) 
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cosmo090909 Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Aw~, Thanks. :heart:
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DarkFishking Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2016
np
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HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! :happybounce: avatar:happybounce: 
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cosmo090909 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
\Llama Emoji-02 (Blush) [V1] Aw, shucks. Thank you~ Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] 
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ItsumoCelestialSushi Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2016
X3
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Athena-av Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks Imagen by Athena-av

visit my gallery anytime! :D
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DarkFishking Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016
Hey i have struggle tagging you in a discussion.
Have you deactivated that?
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cosmo090909 Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
No, I don't think? Usually, it works with me for anyone on DA. I think it's automatic when you put @ + username and people have slashed names to avoid it in comments while trash-talking about them, so maybe it was a misspell or something. :P
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DarkFishking Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2016
Weird, now it works.
Yesterday i even copy-pasted your username...
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cosmo090909 Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I don't get it either. Sometimes it'll act like it doesn't work and maybe you have to type it in or type in the last few letters yourself for the system to be like 'OH! I'm supposed to mention this username!' XD lol
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Ami-kei Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
U-um excuse me but..
This guy: heartytherock.deviantart.com/

Is putting up Undertale non-related pic in :iconundertale-undyrus: and they're being REALLY offensive ;;
I don't know what to do ;;
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cosmo090909 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Oh, man, he made a new account! He did this on another Undertale group before and that account was deleted. Didn't think he'd show up again, or come to THIS group. :/
Okay, I'll block him for you, but can you save some screenshots before deleting the posts he made from the gallery so that in the future, we can possibly report him for what he did?
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Ami-kei Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah okay I'll save some screenshots and post it in my sta.sh so I can spread this to others
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Momo-Gazerock Featured By Owner May 25, 2016  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :happybounce:
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Aznara Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
thanks a lot for the favs
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PuffyBow2468 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Student Artist
thx for the fav
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UltySo Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for favouriting Pap and Snuggle my little marshmallow! It is truly appreciated.
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MarAlmok Featured By Owner Edited Feb 11, 2016  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favUnderswap Sans Icon 
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