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Point Commission payments can be put here.
4000 is needed to get Premium Membership for a YEAR (used to be 2000, but then . . . stupid Core jacked it up. As if it wasn't hard enough. -.-). I'd like to change my username to fit my signatures on my drawings: Lundy Lawrence. Plus, I'd love to get points to buy other peoples' fantastic works or donate. I donated to help others out a few times and I enjoyed being helpful here in some way.
Any amount of points is appreciated.
Tbh, it's like a branch of asexuality with an exception once you really get to know them, so you can just say I'm asexual. Although I only am interested in guys; I just think girls generally look better aesthetically and it doesn't go any further than that. I guess the proper phrasing would be 'heteromantic demiheterosexual' or just 'heteromantic asexual' just so it doesn't look like Tumblr word vomit Whatever. It's just labels to me. They never meant much to me. Who I end up with is just how it happened in the end. The labels to me is irrelevant, and I mean much more than just a sexuality in the end, or even a certain race. I am, more than anything else, human, and will ALWAYS treat others as such.
Also . . . I'm a very chill person, usually. And I consider myself pretty friendly in spite of different opinions, but if somehow knowing that I'm Christian upsets you, well, don't get salty about the few times I reference something religious like praying or church or my Christian friends/group on campus, or some Christian symbolism in YGO xD Or my ONE religious artwork. I mean, we exist; realizing that I happen to be one shouldn't suddenly change how you view me THAT much, I hope. And if I mess up or don't act so 'holy', we're all works in progress and we all fall short, but it's how you get back up that determines who you are. Making excuses is when you've really messed up, imo
I'm just gonna say this now so people can leave right now if it's too much of an eyesore, especially after having a friend pull some BS on me and other friends this year all of a sudden (2017) over this opinion that added to my devastation that college year: I am not a Christian that condones homosexuality, I do not and WILL not ship or draw it (however I can acknowledge good LGBT+ ships people, jfc, just don't expect me to outright support it), and no matter how butthurt that makes some people, either you bear with the disagreement and live and let live like a sane and normal person, or hit that X button right tf now and spare me more BS from ignorant people who think disagreement = I MUST hate you or think you deserve hell for 'insert sin' (biblically that is a bold-faced lie I do NOT appreciate; Hell was meant for sin and Satan alone originally, until Adam & Eve screwed that up).
You can consider even something as chill as live and let live 'homophobic' if you want and be an ignorant lying douche about my personhood, but I refuse to let that nor a religion justify treating LGBT+ people like dirt JUST for being LGBT+. That's disgusting. I've made plenty of LGBT+ friends in college and in the Undyrus Skype chat and on Discord that know my stance and still like me, agree to disagree, and liked chatting on deeper levels. It's most likely because they know there's a difference between a preference in relationships or sexual behavior, and trying to FORCE/GUILT people to be how you'd prefer, or treating them like shit because of your different opinion. Again, I see humans as humans, nothing more or less, which means I love people to the point that I can't hate or dislike you over petty bullcrap like that.
However, if you expect to befriend me, don't act brain dead all of a sudden and try to dehumanize me and every other like-minded 'unupdated' Christian over that opinion because of your own salt against 'unupdated' Christianity because some Christians decided to go by what they thought GOD meant, and not by what man wants or what other people do. Idgaf about other people; what kind of Christians changes her shit because of what someone else is doing anyways? You pull that backstabbing shit with me or any of my friends suggesting I'm still a homophobe no matter how much I have loved you and proved otherwise, and to even suggest that I should change my beliefs or I apparently hated you all along or something (basically saying choose you or God), and I want no part with you. Bye, Judas. Enjoy your 30 pieces of silver. I love God more than you, deal with it.
I always considered art to be about making yourself happy first & foremost, and if others enjoy it as well, that's a bonus. Because art is about expressing something within you, and if you're not enjoying it or wanting to do it, it cannot be called art to me, because you did not enjoy creating it. It's not art then; it's torture. It's turning what you used to enjoy into a chore you lazily do. Until you find yourself enjoying it, it's not really art, because you forgot to put that piece of yourself in there. Artists, make sure you're enjoying what you do as you do it. Don't lose yourself; it tends to show in your artworks if you do.
Also, I never considered art to be something that can be graded, but it can always be improved. So this gallery is from my high school days to now, and we can all watch the improvement and know the artist's journey. You'll see what makes the artists human and how their art shows their journey, their struggles, their joys, their sorrows.
All of us, in truth, are shining stars in our own ways, with our own light, within our own constellations. It's not about who does what better, but if your light is sincere. Artists are great in their own ways. It's not about having this style or superficial stuff like that. It's about the heart within the pictures. As long as you have that, in anything you do, "You'll Always Be A Shining Star" -- an old favorite in my gallery I keep true to my heart.
Fandom Artworks you will see:
Undertale (especially Undyrus; that ship is my LIFE)
Mystic Messenger (soon~)
YuGiOh, including any of the series (soon~)
Voltron (more in the later future, but especially of Shidge, just, omfg, I love tf out of those nerds)
My fictional husbando is MY SWEET LIL BABY RIGHT HERE <3 ysgcp = Yoosung Gorgeous Cutie Pie
Couples I adore:
ZenHee (Mystic Messenger's Zen & Jaehee, but I call it HeeZen-- pronounced like hazin', LOL)
Komugi x Meruem (WHEN EPISODE 135 HITS YOU HARDER THAN YOU EXPECTED EVEN WHEN YOU ALREADY KNEW THIS SHIP WOULD END WITH TRAGEDY, OMFG TT.TT NOT ENOUGH TISSUES) My babies, omfg
707 x MC (Mys Mes again: I literally am in love with the cute af fanart of them together, and his After Ending was the cutest ever)
Kuwabara x Yukina from YuYu Hakusho (So fucking cute, so fucking precious, they cleanse my soul) Also, PLEASE, GIVE ME ALL OF THE COMICS/FANART/FANFICS ABOUT HIS BROTHER-IN-LAW AND HIM FIGHTING WHEN HE REALIZES HIEI WAS HER MISSING BROTHER THIS WHOLE TIME, LOL)
NaruHina (Naruto x Hinata from . . . Naruto. Duh )
Gajevy (Fairy Tail's Gajeel and Levy)
LuHan (Luffy and Boa Hancock from One Piece)
RyogaxAkane (sue me~ ), and MusexShampoo () from Ranma 1/2
KyogaxKagome ( . . . don't judge me! ) from Inuyasha, and also the standard InuyashaxKagome, lol xD
Romantic Undyrus (Undertale the game's Papyrus & Undyne) YOU WILL SEE TONS OF IT EVEN WHEN I SWITCH FANDOMS; I LOVE DRAWING THESE 2 PRECIOUS DORKS; I STG IT CLEANSES THE SOUL TO DRAW THEM TOGETHER
Marichat (let me sin in peace, LOL! ), DJWifi (AlyaxNino, those cuties ) and Adrienette from Miraculous Ladybug.
Meihem (Junkrat x Mei from Overwatch and I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE GAME OR THE CHARACTERS BUT THEY'RE SO PRECIOUS TOGETHER, LIKE, HELP?!?!?!)
Voltron: SHIDGE (Shiro x Pidge), Allurance (what I call AlluraxLance), Shallura, Pidge x ANY of the Paladins basically, and a love triangle mess of Lance and Keith fighting over Pidge and Big Bro Shiro secretly rooting for Keith while Hunk secretly gives Lance romance advice that slowly (but surely) works. XD
All Undertale ships I like (not in any order):
Soriel, Papyrisk, Asgoriel, Salphys, Romantic Undyrus, Frans (SansxFrisk), AsrielxFrisk, MettaMuffet/Muffeton, Alphore, and Platonic cute af FloweyxFrisk.
Top 3 being Alphore, Soriel and Undyrus. "USA!"
USA 2.0 = Undyrus, Salphys, and Asgoriel
Haters gonna hate.
I blame my friend, lol! She got me to ship it!
I'm currently in college seeking a Bachelor of Arts degree as I aim for the Graphic Design program(quicker/easier for now), and then I'll go back in for the Character Animation program, and since both programs require all the same classes, it's like a 2-in-1. Most of my gallery WAS filled with doodles or drawings of my own characters I plan to use (because Undertale and anime seriously infected my life ), but fandom-hopping is making me do a ton more fanarts again, lol. So yeah, people can see my characters before they even become a thing. They all have a way of growing on you. I hope they'll grow on you too as I gradually develop them and this show I have in mind here. So hopefully you'll find a new cartoon on TV some years later with GOOD cartoons. If not, I'll just go to Youtube and make them a reality there. And yes, I love ScribbleNetty, and I do watch Coyotemation.
Traditional Tools: Pencil. Eraser.
. . . That's all. I never used anything else (unless I had to, and it's not gonna be that good ) and a pencil has become the easiest to work with. But when I start to learn how to use Photoshop or Illustrator or whatever years later, I'll probably do stuff from that too, but I seriously prefer the ol' pencil n' copy paper routine. That's what made it me, plus it's much easier to get, understand and use. I also like the idea of 'imprinting myself in my works by smudging, even if it's a bad no-no my art teachers never liked. It just makes each piece have some personal value, and I feel like I can see my own hard work that way.